092 Lar, not to Bastak .20.10.2018 (no photos at all)

It would have been more or less impossible and for sure very unreasonable to continue the tour to Bastak (125km) and further to Bandar Lengeh (150km). My fever maybe is only suppressed by the medicaments and every 1-2 hours I would need a toilet and in return a lot of water.
But Majid had also thought about that and made a plan. He would bring me by car directly to Bandar Lengeh on Tuesday afternoon (23.10.) and by that I would gain several days for recovering and still would have time for orientation (where is the office of the ferry company and the port) and the necessary paper work.
I feel helpless and very grateful at the same time.
I still staid in bed most of the time but felt much better. In the evening, I started again with writing blog and fighting with upload problems. Some pics didn’t upload several times, others are now double.
I ate enough to make Sedigheh a little less worried and even smile a bit.
Normally, I slowly and noisy got out of my room to give her time to cover her hair, but one time it was Taha (8) and Matin (5 or 6) who were just in underwear and ran to their room startledly when they saw me. I felt sorry for them and explained (including a picture of boys on a pool) that for me this is very normal. They could laugh with me ?
In the evening, I also made some research about the 4 different types of pill I got. I feared that it would be an antibiotic and one indeed was. This is common in many countries and the overuse of antibiotics and the incorrect usage by many clients bring severe problems to the health system. I will have to take it completely. With the help of my dear friend Sima in Austria, who studies medicine, I found out that I even got 2 antihistamines what surprised me, as I didn’t know about any issue according to that. But Sima supposed that the doctor could have heard something in my lungs and so I will continue this, too. And the last drug is against fever and pain. I still can feel something in my body, so it is not overdosed.
When I tried to sleep, a strange phenomenon occurred: as soon as I closed my eyes I had a kind of nightmare without even sleeping. I had to open my eyes to get rid of it, but it came back immediately after closing my eyes again. It took a while until I slept, and those hallucinations turned to normal nightmares. One was, that I was captured by a man who wanted to do bad things to me and I was to weak to move. In a last effort I could get my arm free and woke up in the same moment, realizing that I had been lying on it. At four in the morning, daily life starts with praying and from that on I only sometimes had a light sleep but at least also no nightmares. ?