103 ship day 02, 2018-10-31 (no photo)

our progress between 9h and 15h…

This night I had some nightmares (mostly about missing ships, ferries or trains) but all in all I slept deep for a while and finally woke up at 5:40.
Today, I worked with Magix Video and started with easier clips. So, I learned to use some basic functions and some of them are similar fast to use like in movie maker and some are at least more precise and by that in the end also fast enough.
Still, I lost much time by looking up functions in the handbook and I could not find the same names, or it simply didn’t work (for me).
But I could finish more than before with movie maker with all those problems although some videos obviously will show that I am beginner…
I wonder if permanently feeling weak and tired is a matter of age or what else could be the reason. I sleep more during the night than during most of the trip and had a rest in the afternoon.
I do my knee bending etc workout still every hour and hope to feel and to become better during these days. Today, I was at the gym, using the elipter for 40min.
The captain told me that we go slow, because it is no use to arrive before 9th. The cargo will not be ready earlier. Tomorrow, we have the first time-change, three more are to come.
I live from breakfast to lunch and from lunch to dinner, these are the highlights and the cornerstones in the course of the day. The hours are structured by my “training”, the rest is mostly video editing, and a little reading. There is a portfolio with instructions and information about the ship and I have some things to read on the PC.
My goal is to get the video stuff done to feel better and free…
And another goal could be to enjoy my spare time without becoming weaker every day and without bad conscience. Don’t know why those basic things are so hard for me.

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